1. Physical distance and emotional distance are VERY different distances.
In my previous dating life, I would get extremely anxious and upset about distance; but it was emotional distance. It was the guy who doesn’t text back, at least for hours, and it was the guy who refused to put labels on anything and who I knew was probably dating other people. It was the guy I had really lovely dates with but long, drawn-out waiting and wishing periods in between until it fizzled, and later I’d look back and realized I was just prolonging the fizzle.
Physical distance hurts sometimes, but it never feels like that. It feels like love, excitement, and the prolonging of that coveted honeymoon phase, that sexy and vivacious newness of everything in a new relationship. Physical distance is you walking around knowing for certain that someone across the miles loves you and will call you if you’re upset or call you if they’re upset. In that regard, long distance isn’t really distance at all.
2. You just want to give your partner everything, if only because you can’t.
When you don’t see someone very often, you have this longing for them at a constant, even if it doesn’t ‘hurt’. You see things that remind you of them and you think about all the large and small ways that you could surprise them and shower them with love the next time you see them. Every moment spent together is an event and you’re just constantly feeling like you want to cherish it to the nth degree.
3. The people in your life who understand it support you 100% of the way.
Sometimes when you tell people you don’t know very well that your partner lives in another city, they give you these quizzical looks or pull out the whole “I could NEVER do that!” thing. But those in your life – family, mutual friends, can see how happy you are and how there’s simply nobody in your current city that could ever make you happier than the person who currently lives in a different city. And their support does get you through the harder days. Understanding is everything.
4. Long distance relationships teach you what kind of dater you are.
I was never sure before this relationship what I was truly ‘made of’ and what I could and couldn’t do for love. Having spent so much time alone while still in a relationship and committed to a partner, I have much more clarity regarding my own independence in relationships, what I need to feel happy and/or secure, and as a result, I’ve grown into the kind of person who is comfortable and confident being someone’s girlfriend.
5. If I can make it through this, I can make it.
My long-distance relationship is at this point in life, very very right for me. I’m happy, crazily and most importantly, healthily in love. I have someone I can count on who has allowed me to let my walls down in front of them so much that I can open up and be there for them in return. The miles are miles. They must be crossed and there must be always be a timeline of the next time they must be crossed so neither of us feel impatient and hopeless. But, the money and time and travel and everything is the most worthwhile thing I’ve done in my life. I feel at peace with it in a way I didn’t expect when I first learned I would be in a long-distance relationship way, way, way back in the day when I was lying in bed with my boyfriend when he told me he was moving back to our mutual home base. It felt like the end. Now, it feels like the beginning.