If I could say anything in the world, I would say simply, “how dare you” and if I could say those three words, the rest, the more ‘forbidden’ words, the words that would render me insane and crazy and unable to control myself or my emotions or my anger or my anything, would come tumbling down the mountainside of the world of you and I until they grew and grew in size and momentum and crushed everything beneath them, until they destroyed everything in their path.  And what it took for me not to utter those three words and have the consequences spill over yesterday — what it took — was absolutely everything in me, and at the same time, it was easy.  You made it so easy for me.

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